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| Stacy |
[ | | Wednesday, February 28, 2007 | | ] |
One of the PE teachers here at work, comes in everyday and asks me, "How are you today,Stacy?"
I don't have the heart to tell him my names not stacy so I go along with it.
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| Valentines day |
[ | | Wednesday, February 14, 2007 | | ] |
Is three days before my birthday, and some one always pisses me off. I suck.
I didn't work today.
I need to make lots of money
I need to save lots of money
For jeremy
For my new car I will someday get
Woot.
I am supposed to hang out with Justin later today. Just like yesterday...which didn't happen. way to get my hopes up.
I got Adam a best friends necklace to share with me, we will be best friends Forever!!!!
Yesterday I turned the heater on full blast put on my bathing suit and pretended it was summertime. I miss the summer. Come back to me. Its soooo close.
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| Eulogy with an apostrophe |
[ | | Friday, February 9, 2007 | | ] |
Charles and JD broke up. so were good.
Why do people get drunk, and want to talk about their problems?
Im not really into doing anything tonight. I might just stay at home.
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| Ambiguous. |
[ | | Thursday, February 1, 2007 | | ] |
Belly Button
When I am at my job sometimes I have to find ways to pass the time.
Some days I write with my left hand. Or pick my nose.
Today I cleaned my belly button.
I found that I have a dry skin problem.
There was paper in my belly button. I am going to look at it with a magnifying glass, or may be even a microscope just to make sure its not a treasure map....
To somewhere far and mystical....
And very very very small.
I hope there are little people, I've always wanted my own little person.
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| Fishy you suck |
[ | | Tuesday, January 30, 2007 | | ] |
I am the fish. I have no worries. no ambitions. I am a fish. underwater. carefree. fish. I am a fish. Fish that never stresses. In my bowl. I am that fish. I am that fish. barely there. Forgetful little fish. Swimming round, swimming round, round, round,round. Flakes? I can eat those. lots and lots of flakes. I swim round, and round.
And then I die.
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| Orange drink |
[ | | Sunday, January 28, 2007 | | ] |
The funniest thing in the world is a stripper who thinks she breaks gender stereotypes.
p.s.
Woman ARE objects.
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| Pilgrimage. |
[ | | Wednesday, January 24, 2007 | | ] |
I have thought about all of THIS and I have made a discovery....and that is how I made it from THERE to HERE. This was my pilgrimage. and it was holy.
My mother the inebriated parasite has been accused of conning her boss.
She calls me today and she makes it very known that she is with RAY.
THIS IS WHAT I SAID:
EW Mother get away from him, come stay with me....dlfajsdl;kfja;slkdjf;alksdjf (this went on for ten minutes)
she told me she had to keep shopping with RAY. fucking dick.
He threw a pipe at her and hit her in the face once. son of a bitch. I'll kill him. Kill him with my bare feet. thats right drop kick from hell.haha. seriously.
My cell phone bill is on its way. Am I prepared for this? I think not.Fuck money. Its the root of all that is unholy. My pilgrimage has been compromised and all for some hot horny phone sex with jamaican babes.....
Damn shay with her silly jargon
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| Hitler(Brute Force) |
[ | | Monday, January 15, 2007 | | ] |
So Tracy's staying with me since her gas isn't working and she doesn't have electric. I find this humorous, I haven't said anything to her, but Adam keeps mentioning that shes a terrible person for kicking me out of her own house when I had nowhere to stay. I kind of feel bad....not really.
My future nephew seems to be doing alright....hes still in the womb doing what feti do you know.....feeding off its mother...like a parasite....
I hope Tracy names him Andrew I love the name Drew...its a pimp ass name...
I suggested the name Brute Force if Andrew didn't work out, but she wasn't having it.
Steven is supposed to come up today and chill, but the weather is bad so who knows may be he wont throw his life on the line for me....today is a test...we will see....
May be I should shower or something, I smell....I didn't sleep well since all night I kept getting calls from Tracy saying she was cold to see if she could stay with me, then her and Lyle had to do shit so it took her forever to actually come over. Then Christie called, Adam kept getting pissed and hitting me with the pillow. He's a bitch when he wakes up.
After the ice melts off the trees that are left, hopefully they can still photosynthesize and make oxygen, cause if not, then we might all be doomed....may be.
Oh and Liz owes me sushi.
Oh and school got delayed because of the weather...no school tomorrow. what a bitch. I was really looking forward to actually doing something during the day....after a long day of work and school, it feels good to lay around and do nothing. This laying around and doing nothing every day dawn till dusk thing is wearing me in. I dislike it. Besides the sooner school starts the sooner it gets over with...16 weeks...of monotony....after 4 weeks of nothing (which is also monotony...when does it end?)
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| Home again. |
[ | | Sunday, January 14, 2007 | | ] |
Im really glad to be in my dorm where there is in fact warmness....until my heater stopped working as well as it used to....Its a good feeling to walk outside and see iced over trees blocking the roads, ripping down power lines, and smashing cars. Its a really nice feeling to listen to the news about how 60,000 people are without electricity...And to think...that could be me....but its not...Im warm in my room, with my things, finally...oh yes....I am home.
On another note, I went to get some of my stuff from Tracy's (she kicked me out of her house when I only had three days till I got to move into my dorm) Her entire yard was covered in giant ice covered branches....Its her own fall, bad karma..for kicking me out...but There must be more coming, I have faith.....That doesn't even compare to what she deserves...aksdjf;alskjdfalskdjf;sa cunt. Her powers out,, so I told her she could stay with me, but I guess they have a gas heater so they are ok....
I know that I left some stuff at Tracy's and among those things is my loofa, this upsets me greatly, for now I am without a loofa and I do not feel clean....The agony.
We drove around town surveying the damage yesterday. We laughed at the misfortune of others, may be karma will turn its ugly wrath our way, hopefully no trees fall on us. Fucking whimpy ass trees, I'll tell you what.
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| semi Truck |
[ | | Thursday, January 4, 2007 | | ] |
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The moon was full last night as we drove home and it practically illuminated the sky. It was cloudy but the moon shone through every cloud that passed by, I guess clouds are just moisture, but the way the moon made the clouds look when it shone through it was fantastic...it turned them all yellow around the edges kind of like motor oil in water the way it reflected a spectrum of colors normally invisible to the naked eye. I fell asleep watching the clouds zoom across the moon like spaceships....It gave me an eerie feeling of the extraterrerstial. Its always satisfying to look at things that are much bigger and more profound than yourself. Im not close to an ocean. It wasn't the serene feeling the sky left me with that made me fall asleep, but the constant hum of semi's lurking on the high way. An american lullaby singing the tales of industrial chaos.
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| I want to say Im leaving town.... |
[ | | Wednesday, January 3, 2007 | | ] |
Everytime any one tells me something I don't want to hear......
I am out of town.
Tomorrow I get back to Missouri, I didn't get to spend as much time with my friends as I wanted too.
By brain hurts from the fucking pressure of everyone wanting time that doesn't exist anymore...
Im happy to just be me. I hate arguing. I hate yelling...
I felt very relieved today. I was wondering what was going to happen,,,, how I might handly a situation like that, and I think I handled it very well.. I have been so happy though.... At least I know I can be this happy.
Who knows I might even show up.
As long as its mind game free. I think we all know its best for me to stay home...
Im exhausted..
February 2nd? Thats my birthday month....I try to keep it idiot free.
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| eskimo kisses |
[ | | Tuesday, January 2, 2007 | | ] |
I went to the ZOO.
If I ever just got married and had kids I don't think I could live with myself, I can't accept that. I would probably end up going crazy and abandoning all my kids....assuming I'd put myself through that missery more than once...
Life in this establishment.....your a kid you grow up.......and have a kid? May be I'd want one more if they weren't so easy to come by.
Im not afraid of getting married, or having kids, or being in a relationship, or buying a house....Im afraid of that being all there is....after that you die...you work and work, you pay bills and taxes, and then.....you DIE. thats it. the end....Game over, and since I believe in Reicarnation I guess you wake up and do it all over again. I thought some one said hell was repetition.....This is repetition.
Hopefully I don't have kids cause once the novelty wears off Im leaving them at the super market, then leaving the country
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| lyle crying |
[ | | Monday, January 1, 2007 | | ] |
So Tracy was talking to lyle via msn messenger and he had a camera up just on him, Tracy didn't have a camera, so when Tracy was talking to my dad I realized lyle was crying in front of the camera, I must say it was one of the funniest things I have ever seen in my life.
May be Im just bitter, but he was weeping...fucking sobbing.
They've been carrying on the whole love thing since we got here they have to say I love you eighteen times before they get off line or off the phone its gotten pretty disgusting.
when we were at ami's Tracy announced that Lyle went to get something to eat and was going to be back in like 5 minutes, so she needed back on the computer soon
and my drunk brother in law was like "thats beautiful"
yes....it is....true love...is sooo beautiful///
Now watch me slit my wrists.
Lyle crying....that was the best thing that happened so far in 2007.....
My father won't stop playing poker....
I want to go home...and watch the office...
the end
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| Jet inspector |
[ | | Thursday, December 28, 2006 | | ] |
Life is not my dissappointment.
My life is about waking my ass up at 8 A.M. most mornings.
Not smoking a cigarette.....but I do enjoy coughing up phlegm. Putting on clothes that don't match.
FRESH NEW fucking socks, hells yeah.
Teh refreshing freshness of peeling your new fresh socks off 8 hours later when they are not so fresh. Watching my favorite show instead of studying.
Then staying up until 4 A.M. trying to cram for that test I put off. Then pulling an all nighter because low and behold it occurs to me that I forgot to write that 3 page paper due Tomorrow first thing. shit.
EATING breakfast. the best meal of the day, and I hardly get to eat it. I end up sleeping in that extra 20 minutes sacrificing my breakfast for a little bit of shut eye, but I regret it later.
Getting off work.
Getting off at work
I live for the secret crushes, mostly because I know if I actually talk to them...I would realize what idiots they are....Ladies it is better to observe from far away....exactly 3 rows down and 4 seats over.
instead of dealing with the inevitable dissappointments, and heart ache if your stupid enough, and god knows Im stupid enough.
SURPRISES.....
Hot chocolate
Getting PISS ass drunk after 5 days of nothing but pure public humilation,personal dissappointments, and merely 4 hours of sleep averaged a night
surprise visits from old friends...
burning pictures of the hated. black feet from black tops.
learning something new
Ramen noodles. record players. interesting people.
being eccentric
free food. Palace Pickles. pickles in a bag. Matinees.....sleding. empty theaters...recycling. gardens composts....my personal favorite. Walking Writing. rainey days. right fucking now. taking pictures
I love to stare,
Being independent. self reliant.
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| GAY SEX |
[ | | Thursday, August 3, 2006 | | ] |
SO
LIVE
JOURNAL
SUCKS
COCk.
all of you are assholes.
Im at Adams. were pulling all nighters together. Im just here for the gay sex. THE END.
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| Elvis you may kiss your bride |
[ | | Wednesday, May 31, 2006 | | ] |
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I love you. were running away. lets go. VEGAS it is. We'll get married to each other in one of those cheap chapels. $100 flat rate. $150 if you want the Elvis impersonator, which I must say IM ABOUT that. and then spend the night in a cheap motel, with a heart shaped bed that may or may not have cum stains on it. leaky ceilings, smelly comforters, cracked walls, scary night men, shady neighbors, and shitty cars. Thats how I want my life to end up. Oh and I love you lets run off to Vegas and get married.
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| BER |
[ | | Saturday, May 6, 2006 | | ] |
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Im bored. The music is so loud. it kills. I think I hate that. my hairs in my ears are laying down as we speak...and deafness is overcoming me. So I didn't make up my hours at work today because My car was being weird and wouldn't go very fast so I took it to the shop. I bought a fuel filter but I don't know if that is it yet. the end.
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| Christine |
[ | | Tuesday, May 2, 2006 | | ] |
My sister Christie is coming and I think that I am more excited about that than graduating.
We have a lot of fun together, and most of that fun consists of eating.
We LOVE coldstone, and we are sushi junkiieeees, we have been known to consume $75 worth of sushi in one night. We make organic teas, and make breakfast at 11 a.m. when we finally decide were too hungry to sleep any longer. She has the cutest little house in the gayest town that ever existed. Ferndale. She has a compost pile, that we often utilize. Two cats. And a basement with a meth lab. She has a law degree she doesn't use, but she will when she takes her bar in Michigan, and she is one of the smartest stubborn people ever. and She is very unforgiving. she holds the most grudges out of any one I have ever met. but she can justify it in 10 seconds flat, and make you feel stupid for questioning the point of her grudge.
Im also excited about my neices. they are so stinking cute. you'll see.
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| HEY HOMELESS |
[ | | Tuesday, April 4, 2006 | | ] |
My life is 150 times better. I miss my stephanie and chibani lady...I miss sarah esp... she feels sorry for me, and I feel sorry for her. I don't have a cap and gown, damn it. I don't have much to show for being in school, but at least I start college in the fall and I will have a dorm to live in with my things, and stuff. me and steph (bradley) are trying to be in the same dorm room.
Steph asked me where the kitchen was today.....so I pointed at the kitchen, but I guess she meant the homeless people shelter kitchen, so we went and looked for it. found kate's kitchen....it was shut down, poooor home less people/ I was like "HEY HOMELESS" for steph and she said, "of course"
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